Writing as a  37  is totally a different thing . 

In my 4th decades of my life n feel like a 20 .

Many feelings still exist but the life is 37. Still it's my choice. 

All the time with everyone you have to mind your barriers.

Simple day but one of the worst ones

Tired of being responsible

Though Knowing coffee and chocolate are not good for my milk I take some

Life n life n life

Sitting back at the back of a suv. 

Watching the past six months.

Thinking  and analysing the happenings in these 6 months.

Having experienc of living with others.

Living in new places.

Meeting new pleople.

Became a mother.

Being a different person,

Just heading Ottowa , one day journey.

Writing for the sake of writing even has its own intention. I have all my intentions in my mind. 

As long as I become a mother I have less words to say with others. Being a mother occupies all my mind. Something revolutionary happen to my life. Hurricane like happening it is , becoming a mother.

Less words , less communication.

I didnt have image myself in my mind  

As I am today.

My love Anita gives me an excessive love changes my life , my mind Format andI can say everything has been changed. I love this experience and the kindda a mom I am. 

Mis...

Even the closest people to you mis- judge you.

This is the story of my these days.

As I grow older I understand or better to say , I feel the truth of the life facts. 

Feeling and growing happen to me simoltaniously like an Ivy.

I become mother, I become a wife who she is mother too, I become a duaghter who is mother too.

Nazanin has been changed alot. Or better to say the things that happen to her have been changed alot.

Everything becomes serious and life like. Before that I was living in a magic land, may be I' m still in magic land but the phase is become different.

 

I can't believe I do love my love, my duaghter, this much. Being satisfied this much is strange and awesome to me.

An unexplainable feeling of love, sacrifice and purity that your child gives to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment , second by second, or better to say timeless feeling . No time no place floating in the  being. Timeless live.

Dear Anita, my timeless eternal love thanks for being in my timeless life.

Motherhood

"Being a mother is a gift from your child. The feeling of being unique to herakes you happier and special person in your own life. 

"Happy Birthday my 2 months Anita, the essence of my life"

Here right now I feel Im a woman, or better to say still a girl who loves life with its simplicity. Im thinking about my dreams. we have to think about them to reach them.

If we dont we cant not reach them and day after day we forget them easily and slowly. try to think about your life. about your dreams and about the LOVE.

Life ^^^^^^^^^Time

َLife by the help of time teaches you how to act and react.

Teaches you to see what you didn't before.

Teaches you to be a better one or the worse .

Otherwise this is you , you as an individual is the CHOOSER.

The better or the worse.

hey...

after a long long time Im coming back to this strange blog.

feel good.

will come here more and more than before.

after a year and a month I feel Im happy in my life.
but there are so many things that My mind is busy by them.

زندگی

بسیار خسته و گیجم
زتدگی مشتزک سخت تر از اون چیزیه که اذم فکرشو میکنه

PUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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why your so stranger to me!??? prove your my life!!!!! the time is passing!!!!!

thinking about different things!
life and marriage!
the limitation and peace in marriage.
thinking about a partner that you have peace beside him!


weather is perfect and always i have a great times when it like this!

hey you you you

life is simpler than what you think
this is the law of life that you dont know when its simple and when complicated, just face it.
this is the law of life that you become confused by each moments come to you
Right now I miss mama
I misss her and the level of my sentimentality is high right now
right now I feeel deeep to my huz
I love him
I have a strange feeling, some sort of salty rain from Those two light at the top
hey
I do have deep sentimentality with you

nothing just everything is ok!

days full of adventures! full of feeling of love and safty beside you!

days with reality and fantasies! days filled with fairytail.!

ooooooooooooooo great !

Find all these details in all these moments!
O The feeling of being with! is great!
U know your become the one! the One! The One!

Friday! oooo the day with a great adventure!
didnt it!? tell me more about it ;)

Today was Quite good and intresting. fisrt step of discovery!
hey miss you!